your commentary aboust josh and his relapse made me sit up in bed. the wrong situation and timimg can be devastating. I just relapsed! Wow, I feel real hurt now. after all that work. Jane spoke of almost having 17 years. I had seventeen years—I repeat I had seventeen years, So, Josh although yo feel bad, get back on the horse and try again. For me, well I am a drug counselor; so I will definitely use my rise to 17 years and my fall by relapsing as a learning tool for my clients. good luck Josh and Jane and to whomever saw this piece . thank you.